Trepidation.

Timid steps taken,

Breath bated,

Courage forsaken,

To doom, I was fated.

Cripes.

Even the mighty fall down.

crash and burn

You are nobody.

United Kingdom of Grey.

I am in London. And all I see is grey.

grey buildings, grey weather, grey food.

Everything is bloody *i shall refrain from obscenities* grey!

My campus is GREY!

FML

Boom!

Don't provoke my insanity. This clock is already ticking.

Dead, done and doomed.

This building is crumbling fast.

I cannot be more thankful that I am leaving soon.

People always leave.

It shouldn't be the end. This is just the beginning.

I shall wait.

Strange.

It seems that rewards are never to be expected, no matter how hard one has tried.

Perseverance does not equal worthiness.

I know how it feels, the upward struggle to achieve the heights of your aspirations.

The bitter taste of rejection and disappointment.

We can deal with it.

I am here for you, today and forever.

Not meant to offend.

A remarkable observation

There seems to be a limited amount of females for the number of males on this planet.

Then, there were gays.

The foil

And that was the dawn of the gay rights movement.

Facts of life.

Things not to tell your children
Babies come in baskets delivered by storks.

Reason
Because they don't, liar.

This ain't right.

You, of all people, should understand.

It's unfortunate that you don't.

I'm sorry.

Liberation.

WEEEEEEEEEEEE.

It's finally over.

Solitude.

Bang.

I slammed the door shut.

And then, there was silence.

You can never piece my thoughts together; you can never read my mind.

I am sorry.

Today, it all falls apart.

One more paper.

Woot!

No more Economics.

For now...

Boo.

Just yesterday, you cried your heart out to me.

Just then, I knew that we were meant to be.

The rest, they say, is history.

(:

And, I will never ever forget thee.

Finished.

YES! YES! YES!

No more GEOGRAPHY!

(:

Acceptance.

"Human beings, like plants, grow in the soil of acceptance, not in the atmosphere of rejection."

We tend to be sorry for ourselves.

Wallow in our self pity and cry over shattered dreams.
I will persevere and learn from this experience more than any other.

Rejection.

Dear readers,

I could only hope that all of it was a mistake - my pragmatism giving way to childish naïveté once more.

A misheard name, a technical glitch or human error.

Today, a dream I had cherished for many a night withered away with the finality that rejection brought. This will not define my worth, but it will be part of what defines me as a person in the many years to come. Forlorn I undoubtedly was, helpless to seek a solution to my misery. Words of consolation cannot heal the wounds inflicted upon my self-worth.

I had failed once again – when it had mattered the most.